Have you ever been on the brink, the verge of some internal disaster? You recognize that things are wrong and are out of your control. You feel very chaotic and nothing seems to satisfy; no song on the radio, no person’s voice, and not even your favorite cheese quesadilla from your favorite Mexican restaurant. Well, this is where I am and have been for the past few weeks. I’ve come to terms with the fact that I am single and could continue to be and my job is over. I am so ready to put all this behind me and I’m wondering how much more can I endure.
1 Peter 4: 12-13 says, “When life gets really difficult, don’t jump to conclusions that God is not on the job. Instead, be glad that you are in the very thick of what Christ experienced. This is a spiritual refining process, with glory just around the corner!” I know I simply must believe and let God be God. My spirit is winning this battle one inch (not step) at a time, because the melt down and pity party is few and far between. If you find yourself in the midst of the muck, take heart and know that help is on its way!
Love in Christ,